Innocent joy

Hello there lovies! :) Its been awhile, hasn't it? Exam days are over and its time to take a break. Man, i really need it a break.. Desperately.

First stop, had fun run last Saturday. 3km marathon. As usual, my brain betrayed me and make me think that its a piece of cake and that it was a short distance. Heck no! It was tiring.I need to climb all the way up the hill, it feels like the hill is going higher and higher and there's no end to it.I really wanted to stop, drop and just roll back down the hill. My whole body was aching when I got back. Mom say i'm worst than a grandmother.haha. That's what you get if you don't get yourself pump out for it. So ladies and gentleman, please do in future. That wasn't really the problem, what is, is not being able to lift my leg off the bed the next morning. It feels like one million gold bars were attached to your leg and can you imagine the amount of weight I got to carry. I was basically dragging my leg all over the place. So a day in bed.

This whole week is exam week. Today was my final test. On Monday, sat for english which was not that bad, history which was AWEFUL! For example, the question ask for bra i give them panties. Lol. Not cool. Physics, HAH don't even want to talk about it. Had so much confident in it and guess I'm going to flung it. Yesterday, BM was easy for me to handle ( too early to say, we'll see about the results) Maths was not as hard as i imagine, Biology was driving me nuts with the fact that I didn't actually study it and just sat the test half prepared. Pretty amazing eh? Moral went smoothly :) *cough* Speaking about today, add maths!!! WAS GREAT!! :D :D manage to answer ALL the questions. qwertyuiasdfghjklzxcvbnm I'm in love with it now!! haha. Literature was interesting despite the fact of not finishing my last sentence on time. Chemistry was ok. Overall, it was not a bad test, but BUT I think I'm going to get NOT-SO-GOOD grades this test. I didn't study :O Lesson learned :)

Next week will be the days which people like ME are looking forward to. THE HOLIDAYS!! Didn't have my holiday plan out. sign up for this Melaka trip but didn't have enough seats so cancelled. Now my calender is empty with no activities in mind. Gah! Hate the fact that I got to sit home doing nothing. Anyways, have a blessed week guys!! :) Got to continue watching my show, Dream High! :P

Eliza :)

Feeding our soul

안녕하세요!!Hello lovies!! How was your week? :)

First of all, I have been learning Korean. It kinda confusing and mind-consuming at the beginning but it's an interesting language to learn and its easier than Chinese or Japanese. Yes, I learn Korean on my own :)

Yesterday when I got in the car and told mom that I bought a Korean CD. Mom told me a story that brought tears to my eyes. Its about a 5 year old girl who suffers from liver cancer since a month old. So can you imagine how long is must have been? Going in and out the hospital all the time, having tubes insert into the body. Who could bear that kind of pain? and yet she still puts on a big smile on her face. This people are much more grateful and thankful than us. Yet she didn't complain. It make me think about how fortunate we are because we lead a normal life. Money that we spend on unnecessary things should be given to this people who's needs are much greater than ours. Be grateful with what you have :)

This morning I skip school and offer to help mom run some urgent errands. Then we headed straight to the mall to get some things on the checklist. When into this gift shop which is decorated with petite little things. The stuff looks pretty in pink! :D Something caught my eye, this little silver chain with the letter E on it. Was mesmerise at the moment. I was already gripping it tightly and was approaching the counter when this sentence strike my mind. " Is this necessary? Is this what you really need? Think of that 5 year old girl." Instantly I pop the chain back into its original place.

Humans tend to buy their favourite things to feed and satisfy one's soul. But we should really think about those unfortunate ones who has no shelter to run to, no food to eat, no place to call home but yet here we are spending money like water. When you eat, finish everything that's on your plate, constantly remind yourself about the African people who does not have food on the table. And most importantly pray for this precious ones. When you hand them something, a big smile will appear on their face, to them even the tiniest thing means the world to them. Learn to be thankful that God gave you a normal life :)

That story really touch me and I hope it will touch other people's life.I got a vision to make a difference and it's starting today. I close my eyes and I can see a better day. I close my eyes and pray for the for the broken-hearted, pray for the life not started and I pray for all the souls in need :) Make a difference today!!! We can do noting if we rely on human strength but with God's strength, everything is POSSIBLE!! God's out powering love is everlasting! Ask god to be your strength, wisdom. This few weeks, I struggle with my assignments, classes and music lessons. I try to reach the top but each time I do, I fall straight to the ground, hard. Then I realise I wasn't counting on God but on my human ability's. I prayed and cried non-stop. The past few days, I experience a spark in my life, God was helping me through this times of need, and guess what? Everything seems to be getting better and I'm not stressed out like I was before :) God is amazing,wonderful and full of surprises :)

So I urge everyone today to seek God and ask God to be your guide, wisdom and strength! :D Have a blessed week and God bless!! :)

One step at a time

Hello lovies!! :) Its been awhile since I last updated my blog. Sorry for the absence. I do have 101 reasons why. LOL

First of all, I have been copped up with school assignments lately. Its a never ending pile or you can say overflowing.But its such a great feeling after on seeing the pile subside :) So how was your school life? I'm guessing its way better and LESS- torturing than mine? haha. Its just my assumption. Exams are coming soon in less than a month. So little time, so much to do? where should I begin? Well just got a message from God saying that you're not alone. Its overwhelming knowing that God is always there for me, helping me though my struggles and overcoming my fears. I wouldn't know what I'll do if God isn't in my life. Maybe a lost soul? Finding for a shelter or a place where peace is? My answer Go to God!! :) He's all that you're finding for :)

Next up, Bible knowledge class!! Went well for 2 classes now. Its honoured to learn and study the Lord's word. Its only daily food. I feel renew and refresh after every class, its always great to know the Lord's word. Amen? :) My parents volunteer to help me out with the scriptures. Am very grateful for my parents :) My mother especially guides me, advice me, and of course listen to my complaints and craps about almost everything. Nothing seems to be in the right way I want it to be. ( That's what mom says about me) haha. When everything is thrown towards you, you get frustrated and tend to give up. It happens to me. God sees us through :)

Ah angpao's!! Yesterday was the last day for Chinese New Year. Did had a great one this year. The red packets put a smile on my face too. Overjoy! Last Tuesday, my parents took me to Times Square since I was so eager to go out and to grab some Korean merchandise :D Brought my PMR money my grandma gave me. The shop is small and crowded but when you enter it, you feel like getting every single one of them and not missing any of it. I aim for Lee hong ki. Ask the sales people to give me everything that has to do with Hog Ki! Spend almost around 77 dollars? Its not that bad . I mean its imported originally from Korea. :) Delighted with the things I got :) Can't stop smiling. Thanks mom and dad :) But BUT this morning when I tried to zip my pencil case. It failed to do so. I got panicked and tried numerous times, it still can't close. So I email the person infoming about this matter and say that I'll go there one day and exchange for a new one. Should have open up and check the other day. The place is crowded, you can hardly turn left or right, just straight ahead. Definitely the best days of my life <3

Anyways, got to go complete 5 essays? :O insane? so take care and God bless. Have a blessed week and don't forget to seek God!!

IN GOD!

                                        

Sneak peak into my life

Peak ka boo :)

Hello loves!! :) Has life been good to you? Life has been abundantly nice to me :D First and foremost, dearly sorry for my LONG absence. My blog looks dead when I check it out just now so having a though about reviving it for this whole week plus last 2 weeks absence. There is so much to tell, where should i begin?

During the Chinese New Year, I went back to my grandmothers house. My aunts and uncles from London and Singapore flew back mainly for that. Its the first time my mothers whole family gathered together. Delightful much :) Brought my dog, Pepper along. Grandma suggested that she would take care of It instead of leaving in the cruel hands of my father. ha ha. My dad drag Its operation as his eyes is infected for 1 YEAR!! can you imagine what the dog when through? sufferings in his eye sight. Poor fellow. Saying that his is a pet lover. heh * shakes head* :P

Another purpose of us gathering all together is to celebrate my grandma's sweet 72th birthday!! :) Yes, she's still sweet at this age. I nickname her "HOT MAMA" in the house !! :p She knows we are celebrating her birthday but what she doesn't know is my mom and her sisters called her brothers from KL, Teluk Intan. They are full of mischief. It adds on the fun. On that day, grandma ALMOST cried or I could say she was holding back tears when she saw them. Never seen her that happy. That smile I will never forget and it was on her face the entire day. She was indeed surprise and overjoy! Later on, we went to a studio to have our family portrait taken and frame up on the wall. COLOUR CODE: BLUE! Took quite a number of shots. :) I love my family.

Spending time with my aunts is the best moments when I'm there. They always have something plan out everyday. My little cousie has indeed grown into a mature young lady :) Adult talk with her. ha ha. I can't basically write everything down, it will be a literally LONG list. Conclusion is: I have a tremendous time there and I thank God for blessing me with such wonderful souls that impact my life inside out :) Going back to school was the last thing on every one's mind. Why can't New Year be longer than usual? Reality, we got to face it.

Homework's started piling up and the assignments just never seems to subside. Tuition and activities just adds on my stress list. Attended Bible Knowledge class last Tuesday, It was refreshing and I'm always honoured to learn more about God's word. Draws my walk with God closer and much deeper :) Its great to have a Father like Him. There is none like You. You are my Father, provider and deliverer :) and as long as I live I will praise your name and let the whole world know about You :)

I cut everything short or it'll look like I'm complaining or babbling about something. Anyways I think I'll stop here and I will update blog when time permits again :) So have a lovely week and God bless :)

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

XOXo Eliza

Still searching

Hello!! :)

I don't particularly blog everyday. Gazing at the sky from my rocking chair searching. Didn't have anything plan today so i though of blogging even though there's no ideas entering my brain. Been soul searching since morning. Complete my Literature essays :) Delightful much. Its longer than I expected. The title is Cinderella story. You guys should read it, its really talks about being true to yourself and your nature, not changing to impress people. When people give bad comments about how you look, just close your ears. Stay true to yourself, as long as your family and friends love you just the way you are, that's enough to ask :)

I don't have an ambition now. In the process of finding and analysing my own life and what I love to do most. Music is my first love but I don't think I will be doing it my whole life. There's just something much more than that, that I can't really figure it out now. Maybe its not the perfect timing for me to know. I'm just going to wait and pray :) According to my brother I change my ambition every time someone asks me. Its true actually :P Haha. One minute I would love to be a pianist the next I want to be a chef or take up medicine. Random eh?? Well I have an abnormal brain and I'm proud of it.

Sorry for really crapping up there. Told you I was bored. Tehee :) Will be going to catch a movie later with mom and bro. Mom won't let me  buy the Korean CD :( She say its not worth paying almost a hundred bucks for it even though its a full episode. * sob* really want to own that. Maybe I should get the pirated version? But if kena tangkap mampus la aku ni :P  So in order to make up to it, dad say he's going to bring us out shopping on Saturday and Sunday's :) WOOTS!! :D Will shop till we drop. Maybe get some new year clothes too. It is too late to get more?? :P

ok that's all for now. Nothing pouring out from my brain and I don't want to force it to think so I better put it to rest :) Have a Blessed week and A GREAT CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D

Love :) Eliza

Expressing my thoughts

Hello faithful blog readers!! :)

This whole week have been a blast!! Add maths did gave my head a little merry-go-round but eventually manage to surpass it. Its only the beginning. *laughs* Literature class is my first love now :P Just saying, its the ONLY class which I don't fall asleep. Yes, I do sleep at times during my history periods. I can't help by wonder how boring it is and remembering those names and dates are a pain in the neck. Still haven't get my revision books yet. though now I'm busy hunting for some GOOD tuition teachers. Its really tough looking for the right one.

Church last Sunday was alright. Love what pastor preach that day. It really did went into my heart and its still playing on my mind. Maybe it's because what he said reflects my life. How I live it?  :) Inspirational and close to the heart. After that, mom pursue me to join the music industry. She say its a wide field and you can make like tons of friends. So having second thought.. But mom as usual sign me out without thinking or waiting for my answer. She say I'm too slow, I'm not, I just need time to digest all this and see whether i can handle so many activities. But then God's image came to my mind. serving the Lord is not an exception to everything else that I do. So its done :)

Got a call today from one of the worship pastor. He said i need to join a cell in order to get involve in any industry. Mom say its a good policy. well did crash my heart a little after hearing that. Called mom and told her that i didn't want to get involve anymore. Mom was like Why? Don't let those bring you down. You must show your determination to serve God and prove to everyone. Well, i didn't exactly felt upset just a little disappointed at my dad for dragging the involvement in a cell group. But hey, mom's right and I'm just going to wait and see how things goes :) God ALWAYS have the perfect plan and timing for us, NO DOUBT OF IT! :)

Me and Catherine plan to do some shopping tomorrow ( thaipusam's holiday) *yay* bad news is, there will be a replacement class on Saturday. So basically tomorrow's holiday is actually Saturday's -.-  Invite some fellow friends. 10 of them if I'm not mistaken.  transport: train. Dad never lets me go, guess he's concern that * SOMETHING * might happen. haha :P So today I ask my mom to ask my dad and he said YES!! WOOTS!! first time ever in my 16 years of life :P ( sarcastic me ) Was delighted.

KOREAN DRAMAS!! <3 They're like my latest obsessions now especially He's beautiful.( for those who haven't watch WATCH IT ) its a romantic + comedy drama. hearts :) Going to get the original copy tomorrow at Mid Valley :D Been saving money to get my hands on those precious little things :) Another event that is currently racing through my mind : JUSTIN BIEBER'S CONCERT IN MALAYSIA ON 21 APRIL!! :) Badly want to go but sob, guess i only get to see him on TV :( Was browsing through the tickets website to check. The seats right in front of the stage are SOLD OUT!! Man those girls are fast. Besides I'm not such a big fan of him now. KOREANS YES LA!! :D okay, its going to take forever if I would continue.

P.S Need to finish 2 Literature essays. In whatever you do, seek God first and He'll always give you THE answer to all your problems and solutions :) God bless and have a great weekend guys!! :)

<3

Jeremy :D

shin woo

Tae kyung & Go mi nam :)

Crossing boundaries

Hello lovies!! :) <3

How was your week at school? The last time my blog was updated was a week ago? tehee, been cropped up lately with homeworks and revisions to do. Busy girl in a busy world. Still to young to have white hair ( shows that i'm overstress ) :P  My week in school was not too bad minus the homework and the days where i got to stay back for some unreasonalble activities. ( yes, i hate the idea of staying back and getting myself exhausted and not being able to complete my homework ) But i do love sports :D Have some special connection with it.

I am able to cope with my studies so far ( its only the beggining of the chapter, wait till the middle part ) heh. Add maths was twisting my mind the other day in class. Was having a hard time remembering the formula. its like my brain wasnt functioning quite well. Lols. Besides biology, physics was not really hard. Speaking about science chemistry class today was very down. Everyone wasnt really in the mood to pay attention to the teacher. Man, she murdering the english language, well HER language which she calls it english too is INDESCRIPABLE!! Wonder how am i going to pass chemistry? O.o

Literature class was TOTALLY a blast and in rock the house baby :) Our teacher was so hillarious and we did enjoyed literature which others claims its a hand full at times. But i think its not so bad, if u love writing then there wont be a problem, you just need to have commintment and responsibility at everything handed to you and do it the BEST you can :) Yesterday was the last episode of He's beautiful :( Yes, that show can be addictive and it causes all the viewers to be glued to that movie. Oh if you're wondering what that korean word saranghae,it means I LOVE YOU!! <3 Will be taking korean class and japanese class from my dad. Yes, he knows the language ( japanese only but i'll be learning korean online and get some books to study on them ) Want to learn as many language as possible this year. Make more memorable memories and cherished them. Never regret what you do in everything, before you say something think before you speak, before you take actions, look into the matter first. Dont do thing according to your assumptions and regret it later. NEVER REGRET!! ( words from my mom )

This year 2011 is all about our relationship with God =)Walk close to the Lord and you can hear His voice.God speaks in many ways, it can be in a form of a person like your parents or friend. So listen closely to the Lord and you will never be lead into the wrong path :)   6 more days :) till my aunt and uncle from London is coming back for a visit :D Cant wait.

Xoxo Eliza

Sarang hae yo :) God bless