Still searching

Hello!! :)

I don't particularly blog everyday. Gazing at the sky from my rocking chair searching. Didn't have anything plan today so i though of blogging even though there's no ideas entering my brain. Been soul searching since morning. Complete my Literature essays :) Delightful much. Its longer than I expected. The title is Cinderella story. You guys should read it, its really talks about being true to yourself and your nature, not changing to impress people. When people give bad comments about how you look, just close your ears. Stay true to yourself, as long as your family and friends love you just the way you are, that's enough to ask :)

I don't have an ambition now. In the process of finding and analysing my own life and what I love to do most. Music is my first love but I don't think I will be doing it my whole life. There's just something much more than that, that I can't really figure it out now. Maybe its not the perfect timing for me to know. I'm just going to wait and pray :) According to my brother I change my ambition every time someone asks me. Its true actually :P Haha. One minute I would love to be a pianist the next I want to be a chef or take up medicine. Random eh?? Well I have an abnormal brain and I'm proud of it.

Sorry for really crapping up there. Told you I was bored. Tehee :) Will be going to catch a movie later with mom and bro. Mom won't let me  buy the Korean CD :( She say its not worth paying almost a hundred bucks for it even though its a full episode. * sob* really want to own that. Maybe I should get the pirated version? But if kena tangkap mampus la aku ni :P  So in order to make up to it, dad say he's going to bring us out shopping on Saturday and Sunday's :) WOOTS!! :D Will shop till we drop. Maybe get some new year clothes too. It is too late to get more?? :P

ok that's all for now. Nothing pouring out from my brain and I don't want to force it to think so I better put it to rest :) Have a Blessed week and A GREAT CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D

Love :) Eliza