Finding a new voice

Hello there!! :) I wrote a post yesterday but i was TOO lazy to press the POST button so i skip it and left it in the edit sections :P Third day of the year and i'm already feeling lazy.

How was your first day at school earthlings? :)

MINES?? Can i put it as a nightmare? I didnt have a good night sleep the night before, constantly thinking. Literally i was in deep thoughts about how my form 4 life is going to turn out. My name was on the science stream list so i stick to that. The teachers in art stream are trying to scare those students who apply to enter science. My friends came and told me and doubts arise. I didnt know whether i'm was making the right decision. I prayed and ask the Lord for peace... I keep asking people's opinion. Today my mom said someting that really open my eyes, it was on the way back from school. She told me that God speak in the silence, He speaks softly but clearly.

my mom say maybe i cant hear God now because i keep going around asking for people's opinion. ( like a chicken running without a head ). She say why should i seek human, we should know that He is God, acknowledge Him and He will lead us to the right path. :) After hearing this my doubts just subsided and i pray for forgiveness and that i was SO blind, not knowing that God is actually with me ALL along the way. Thanks MOM!! <3 for opening my eyes.

First day of school was pretty okay, because its only the begining eh? Plus i have my music exams to cop. No i'm not doubting about my ability, I'm going to rely and trust God. With God, all things ARE possible. Constantly remind myself about that :) Biology class went well starting from the introduction to science. First day and i already have homework. Went back and realise i bought the wrong book :O I didnt complete my assignments, thank goodness teacher say hand in next week so i'm SCREWED!!

Tomorrow i will be having my add maths class for the FIRST time. Havent even started tuition. How late is that?? Maybe i should hide in the toilet until the class is over? sounds like a good plan to me. :p
Oh didnt i mention science has 18 TEXT BOOKS!!! and their superbly heavy.

My faith in God, lets me know, I should never be afraid to show, who i am or how life goes :) God pushes me to thrive.

Eliza