Still searching

Hello!! :)

I don't particularly blog everyday. Gazing at the sky from my rocking chair searching. Didn't have anything plan today so i though of blogging even though there's no ideas entering my brain. Been soul searching since morning. Complete my Literature essays :) Delightful much. Its longer than I expected. The title is Cinderella story. You guys should read it, its really talks about being true to yourself and your nature, not changing to impress people. When people give bad comments about how you look, just close your ears. Stay true to yourself, as long as your family and friends love you just the way you are, that's enough to ask :)

I don't have an ambition now. In the process of finding and analysing my own life and what I love to do most. Music is my first love but I don't think I will be doing it my whole life. There's just something much more than that, that I can't really figure it out now. Maybe its not the perfect timing for me to know. I'm just going to wait and pray :) According to my brother I change my ambition every time someone asks me. Its true actually :P Haha. One minute I would love to be a pianist the next I want to be a chef or take up medicine. Random eh?? Well I have an abnormal brain and I'm proud of it.

Sorry for really crapping up there. Told you I was bored. Tehee :) Will be going to catch a movie later with mom and bro. Mom won't let me  buy the Korean CD :( She say its not worth paying almost a hundred bucks for it even though its a full episode. * sob* really want to own that. Maybe I should get the pirated version? But if kena tangkap mampus la aku ni :P  So in order to make up to it, dad say he's going to bring us out shopping on Saturday and Sunday's :) WOOTS!! :D Will shop till we drop. Maybe get some new year clothes too. It is too late to get more?? :P

ok that's all for now. Nothing pouring out from my brain and I don't want to force it to think so I better put it to rest :) Have a Blessed week and A GREAT CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D

Love :) Eliza

Expressing my thoughts

Hello faithful blog readers!! :)

This whole week have been a blast!! Add maths did gave my head a little merry-go-round but eventually manage to surpass it. Its only the beginning. *laughs* Literature class is my first love now :P Just saying, its the ONLY class which I don't fall asleep. Yes, I do sleep at times during my history periods. I can't help by wonder how boring it is and remembering those names and dates are a pain in the neck. Still haven't get my revision books yet. though now I'm busy hunting for some GOOD tuition teachers. Its really tough looking for the right one.

Church last Sunday was alright. Love what pastor preach that day. It really did went into my heart and its still playing on my mind. Maybe it's because what he said reflects my life. How I live it?  :) Inspirational and close to the heart. After that, mom pursue me to join the music industry. She say its a wide field and you can make like tons of friends. So having second thought.. But mom as usual sign me out without thinking or waiting for my answer. She say I'm too slow, I'm not, I just need time to digest all this and see whether i can handle so many activities. But then God's image came to my mind. serving the Lord is not an exception to everything else that I do. So its done :)

Got a call today from one of the worship pastor. He said i need to join a cell in order to get involve in any industry. Mom say its a good policy. well did crash my heart a little after hearing that. Called mom and told her that i didn't want to get involve anymore. Mom was like Why? Don't let those bring you down. You must show your determination to serve God and prove to everyone. Well, i didn't exactly felt upset just a little disappointed at my dad for dragging the involvement in a cell group. But hey, mom's right and I'm just going to wait and see how things goes :) God ALWAYS have the perfect plan and timing for us, NO DOUBT OF IT! :)

Me and Catherine plan to do some shopping tomorrow ( thaipusam's holiday) *yay* bad news is, there will be a replacement class on Saturday. So basically tomorrow's holiday is actually Saturday's -.-  Invite some fellow friends. 10 of them if I'm not mistaken.  transport: train. Dad never lets me go, guess he's concern that * SOMETHING * might happen. haha :P So today I ask my mom to ask my dad and he said YES!! WOOTS!! first time ever in my 16 years of life :P ( sarcastic me ) Was delighted.

KOREAN DRAMAS!! <3 They're like my latest obsessions now especially He's beautiful.( for those who haven't watch WATCH IT ) its a romantic + comedy drama. hearts :) Going to get the original copy tomorrow at Mid Valley :D Been saving money to get my hands on those precious little things :) Another event that is currently racing through my mind : JUSTIN BIEBER'S CONCERT IN MALAYSIA ON 21 APRIL!! :) Badly want to go but sob, guess i only get to see him on TV :( Was browsing through the tickets website to check. The seats right in front of the stage are SOLD OUT!! Man those girls are fast. Besides I'm not such a big fan of him now. KOREANS YES LA!! :D okay, its going to take forever if I would continue.

P.S Need to finish 2 Literature essays. In whatever you do, seek God first and He'll always give you THE answer to all your problems and solutions :) God bless and have a great weekend guys!! :)

<3

Jeremy :D

shin woo

Tae kyung & Go mi nam :)

Crossing boundaries

Hello lovies!! :) <3

How was your week at school? The last time my blog was updated was a week ago? tehee, been cropped up lately with homeworks and revisions to do. Busy girl in a busy world. Still to young to have white hair ( shows that i'm overstress ) :P  My week in school was not too bad minus the homework and the days where i got to stay back for some unreasonalble activities. ( yes, i hate the idea of staying back and getting myself exhausted and not being able to complete my homework ) But i do love sports :D Have some special connection with it.

I am able to cope with my studies so far ( its only the beggining of the chapter, wait till the middle part ) heh. Add maths was twisting my mind the other day in class. Was having a hard time remembering the formula. its like my brain wasnt functioning quite well. Lols. Besides biology, physics was not really hard. Speaking about science chemistry class today was very down. Everyone wasnt really in the mood to pay attention to the teacher. Man, she murdering the english language, well HER language which she calls it english too is INDESCRIPABLE!! Wonder how am i going to pass chemistry? O.o

Literature class was TOTALLY a blast and in rock the house baby :) Our teacher was so hillarious and we did enjoyed literature which others claims its a hand full at times. But i think its not so bad, if u love writing then there wont be a problem, you just need to have commintment and responsibility at everything handed to you and do it the BEST you can :) Yesterday was the last episode of He's beautiful :( Yes, that show can be addictive and it causes all the viewers to be glued to that movie. Oh if you're wondering what that korean word saranghae,it means I LOVE YOU!! <3 Will be taking korean class and japanese class from my dad. Yes, he knows the language ( japanese only but i'll be learning korean online and get some books to study on them ) Want to learn as many language as possible this year. Make more memorable memories and cherished them. Never regret what you do in everything, before you say something think before you speak, before you take actions, look into the matter first. Dont do thing according to your assumptions and regret it later. NEVER REGRET!! ( words from my mom )

This year 2011 is all about our relationship with God =)Walk close to the Lord and you can hear His voice.God speaks in many ways, it can be in a form of a person like your parents or friend. So listen closely to the Lord and you will never be lead into the wrong path :)   6 more days :) till my aunt and uncle from London is coming back for a visit :D Cant wait.

Xoxo Eliza

Sarang hae yo :) God bless

Another chapter of my life

Hello dearies!! :)

I'm thinking of writing this post for the whole week. Tomorrow is annother chapter of my life in science stream again. So pray that it won't be so hectic. And yes, i still do have time for God :) Put Him first in everything. My studies is so far so good. No complains yet ( soon to have, hehe ). I'm currently practicing my Literature writing. There's a paper in front of me but nothing is pouring out from my brain. My mind is wandering somewhere as. Speaking about that, I finally have my room back :D My friends say it looks like a grave yard, my mom say we're digging gold :P You see, 3 weeks ago, on Christmas eve ( what a day ) my room floor just came out, dad say inside is filled with air. So my parents drag on for days, weeks, MONTHS!! Finally yesterday i make some noice about it and dad help me fix 'em :)

My aunts and uncle from London are coming back for a visit in like 11 MORE days!! :D :D Cant wait. *jumping for joy* Been dragging myself to study, my body is moving but my brains aint functioning. Well todays post is slightly shorter than usual. Tune in next week :D

Eliza :) Have a blessed week :)

Defeat your fear

Hello earthlings!! :)

How are you guys doing in the first week of school? Yesterday was the FIRST time in many years i had the BEST sleep ever without waking up of the sound of my brother running in and out his room. Its a miracle :P Didnt even notice that dad got back.

School was quite down today. Lots of assignments to do especially chemistry. Oh have i told you guys about the teacher? Her english is HORIBBLE!! She cant pronounce the words well even when she's just reading from the text book. Wonder how she pass her test? She's blur and have some hearing problems i guess. When we ask her questions she gives us another answer. awkward! Though she never said anything when the whole class was roaring with laughter about how silly she is. New teacher always gets them. I feel bad for her in the same time think that i better hurry and get a tuition teacher. My mom say people who go tuition, doesn't mean that they're stupid but the teacher teaching them is.

Wonder why i put that as my title * points up*. I fear for my literature, science classes and my music exams. I was uncontrolabble in class today, wonder why? :P I constantly keep laughing and i cant stop. Laughing is easily my second favorite thing. After eating of course :) I also love sleeping. My life has a tendency of falling apart when I'm awake. hehe.

Guess that's about it. I'm going to write a report everyday about how my life goes, cause this year, there's alot of happenings going on :) So lovies take care and don't overwork your self :) Enjoy school as you can never have them once you're in UNI. :)

XOXO Eliza God bless and go with the flow :) Do your best and let God do the rest, alrighty? :D

New Reality

Hello there!! :)

 How was school so far for u guys?? I'm abit exhausted now, needs a nap DESPERATELY!! but i haven't touch my homework yet. *flips through the books and close it back* :P

Yesterday we had Mesyuarat Agung meeting as usual every time school reopens. I can't really decide which club i should join. In the end i pick choir, been ask to join before but turn down due to my lazyness to attend every pratice :P heh. New memeber of the club and already got pick as an assistant pianist :D delightful much..

This year i'm planning to take the least activities since i'll be busy with my studies. Permainan dalaman was IT. Though it was boring, we didn't do much there, You can basically study there, or do anything you like. What a club eh? Came back and was really about to rest my head against the sofa when mom ask" Don't you have any homework today? " I haven't even touch down yet. I force my self up and drag my body to the room. Throw my books on the floor.. ( i don't bother much) :P and collapsed on the chair. Literature class is going to be a whole lot heavier than i imagine. essays will flow in constantly, wonder when can i stop them. Its a commintment I make when i enter Literature, finish all the assignments on time, study it, the language is quite deep at times.

My mom told me add maths is like kacang. Of course, she said that, she haven't even have a taste of it yet. Its not hard, its just complicated, You need to know the foundation of it, and it'll be just fine. Trust me. Constant practicing on a daily basis will do the trick :)

XOXO Eliza  ( p.s i need to complete my homework now, don't want to get punish in the first week  of school. Oh will be catching an episode about He's Beautiful :D ) its a nice korean drama. <3

Finding a new voice

Hello there!! :) I wrote a post yesterday but i was TOO lazy to press the POST button so i skip it and left it in the edit sections :P Third day of the year and i'm already feeling lazy.

How was your first day at school earthlings? :)

MINES?? Can i put it as a nightmare? I didnt have a good night sleep the night before, constantly thinking. Literally i was in deep thoughts about how my form 4 life is going to turn out. My name was on the science stream list so i stick to that. The teachers in art stream are trying to scare those students who apply to enter science. My friends came and told me and doubts arise. I didnt know whether i'm was making the right decision. I prayed and ask the Lord for peace... I keep asking people's opinion. Today my mom said someting that really open my eyes, it was on the way back from school. She told me that God speak in the silence, He speaks softly but clearly.

my mom say maybe i cant hear God now because i keep going around asking for people's opinion. ( like a chicken running without a head ). She say why should i seek human, we should know that He is God, acknowledge Him and He will lead us to the right path. :) After hearing this my doubts just subsided and i pray for forgiveness and that i was SO blind, not knowing that God is actually with me ALL along the way. Thanks MOM!! <3 for opening my eyes.

First day of school was pretty okay, because its only the begining eh? Plus i have my music exams to cop. No i'm not doubting about my ability, I'm going to rely and trust God. With God, all things ARE possible. Constantly remind myself about that :) Biology class went well starting from the introduction to science. First day and i already have homework. Went back and realise i bought the wrong book :O I didnt complete my assignments, thank goodness teacher say hand in next week so i'm SCREWED!!

Tomorrow i will be having my add maths class for the FIRST time. Havent even started tuition. How late is that?? Maybe i should hide in the toilet until the class is over? sounds like a good plan to me. :p
Oh didnt i mention science has 18 TEXT BOOKS!!! and their superbly heavy.

My faith in God, lets me know, I should never be afraid to show, who i am or how life goes :) God pushes me to thrive.

Eliza

Hello 2011

                                   

Hello there!! :) Its New YEAR!! Blessed New Year to my blog readers :D Say goodbye to 2010.*waves* hehe

Watch night service!! :) Everyone was in church counting down to new year's day!! Its the best place to be with God's family. NEW YEAR=NEW RESOLUTION!! Draw a deeper relationship with God and walk close to Him and He will guide you all through the years. Start a new and a fresh. Make 2011 x1000000000 BETTER than 2010 :)

What i did on New year's eve: Last minute shopping for school supplies. Bought a new bag. Its chic. Its filled with colourful and bright stars something like my Hawaii bag. Got hold of my school exercise books. The test pads were OUT OF STOCK!! This is what u get if u do last minute hunting. haha. Oh not mentioning my shoes too!! Guess I'm READY for school!! :S Science stream is going to be a lot tougher than i think but I set my mind that I'll work HARDER than last year. Add maths,ARGHHHH (a nightmare). Its not hard but its COMPLICATED!! There's a difference. heh.

Galaxie 2011 January issue is pack with posters :D JUSTIN BIEBER!! hehe. Got my copy of that. I'm a magazineholic. Is there even a word like that in the dictionary? Self create. I NEVER miss a copy of seventeen mag, Galaxie, Hot spot and Tiger beat ( its around RM19) I buy them once in a while when i run out of magazines :P My aunts sometimes bring me some magazines from LONDON and SINGAPORE!! Hopefully I'm going to LONDON this year. What would add on to it: IF ITS on my SWEET 16 birthday :D But its on July so there's no way school is allowing me to fly off. haha.

2010 is filled with memories i will NEVER forget especially the times when God is there with me :) Guiding me and helping me through tough situations that I myself NEVER though i could handle, but God is there ALL THROUGH THE WAY!! Praise and thank God for that :)

XOXO ELIZA

Make 2011 a blessed year. Seek God always. God bless :D

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