Feeding our soul

안녕하세요!!Hello lovies!! How was your week? :)

First of all, I have been learning Korean. It kinda confusing and mind-consuming at the beginning but it's an interesting language to learn and its easier than Chinese or Japanese. Yes, I learn Korean on my own :)

Yesterday when I got in the car and told mom that I bought a Korean CD. Mom told me a story that brought tears to my eyes. Its about a 5 year old girl who suffers from liver cancer since a month old. So can you imagine how long is must have been? Going in and out the hospital all the time, having tubes insert into the body. Who could bear that kind of pain? and yet she still puts on a big smile on her face. This people are much more grateful and thankful than us. Yet she didn't complain. It make me think about how fortunate we are because we lead a normal life. Money that we spend on unnecessary things should be given to this people who's needs are much greater than ours. Be grateful with what you have :)

This morning I skip school and offer to help mom run some urgent errands. Then we headed straight to the mall to get some things on the checklist. When into this gift shop which is decorated with petite little things. The stuff looks pretty in pink! :D Something caught my eye, this little silver chain with the letter E on it. Was mesmerise at the moment. I was already gripping it tightly and was approaching the counter when this sentence strike my mind. " Is this necessary? Is this what you really need? Think of that 5 year old girl." Instantly I pop the chain back into its original place.

Humans tend to buy their favourite things to feed and satisfy one's soul. But we should really think about those unfortunate ones who has no shelter to run to, no food to eat, no place to call home but yet here we are spending money like water. When you eat, finish everything that's on your plate, constantly remind yourself about the African people who does not have food on the table. And most importantly pray for this precious ones. When you hand them something, a big smile will appear on their face, to them even the tiniest thing means the world to them. Learn to be thankful that God gave you a normal life :)

That story really touch me and I hope it will touch other people's life.I got a vision to make a difference and it's starting today. I close my eyes and I can see a better day. I close my eyes and pray for the for the broken-hearted, pray for the life not started and I pray for all the souls in need :) Make a difference today!!! We can do noting if we rely on human strength but with God's strength, everything is POSSIBLE!! God's out powering love is everlasting! Ask god to be your strength, wisdom. This few weeks, I struggle with my assignments, classes and music lessons. I try to reach the top but each time I do, I fall straight to the ground, hard. Then I realise I wasn't counting on God but on my human ability's. I prayed and cried non-stop. The past few days, I experience a spark in my life, God was helping me through this times of need, and guess what? Everything seems to be getting better and I'm not stressed out like I was before :) God is amazing,wonderful and full of surprises :)

So I urge everyone today to seek God and ask God to be your guide, wisdom and strength! :D Have a blessed week and God bless!! :)

One step at a time

Hello lovies!! :) Its been awhile since I last updated my blog. Sorry for the absence. I do have 101 reasons why. LOL

First of all, I have been copped up with school assignments lately. Its a never ending pile or you can say overflowing.But its such a great feeling after on seeing the pile subside :) So how was your school life? I'm guessing its way better and LESS- torturing than mine? haha. Its just my assumption. Exams are coming soon in less than a month. So little time, so much to do? where should I begin? Well just got a message from God saying that you're not alone. Its overwhelming knowing that God is always there for me, helping me though my struggles and overcoming my fears. I wouldn't know what I'll do if God isn't in my life. Maybe a lost soul? Finding for a shelter or a place where peace is? My answer Go to God!! :) He's all that you're finding for :)

Next up, Bible knowledge class!! Went well for 2 classes now. Its honoured to learn and study the Lord's word. Its only daily food. I feel renew and refresh after every class, its always great to know the Lord's word. Amen? :) My parents volunteer to help me out with the scriptures. Am very grateful for my parents :) My mother especially guides me, advice me, and of course listen to my complaints and craps about almost everything. Nothing seems to be in the right way I want it to be. ( That's what mom says about me) haha. When everything is thrown towards you, you get frustrated and tend to give up. It happens to me. God sees us through :)

Ah angpao's!! Yesterday was the last day for Chinese New Year. Did had a great one this year. The red packets put a smile on my face too. Overjoy! Last Tuesday, my parents took me to Times Square since I was so eager to go out and to grab some Korean merchandise :D Brought my PMR money my grandma gave me. The shop is small and crowded but when you enter it, you feel like getting every single one of them and not missing any of it. I aim for Lee hong ki. Ask the sales people to give me everything that has to do with Hog Ki! Spend almost around 77 dollars? Its not that bad . I mean its imported originally from Korea. :) Delighted with the things I got :) Can't stop smiling. Thanks mom and dad :) But BUT this morning when I tried to zip my pencil case. It failed to do so. I got panicked and tried numerous times, it still can't close. So I email the person infoming about this matter and say that I'll go there one day and exchange for a new one. Should have open up and check the other day. The place is crowded, you can hardly turn left or right, just straight ahead. Definitely the best days of my life <3

Anyways, got to go complete 5 essays? :O insane? so take care and God bless. Have a blessed week and don't forget to seek God!!

IN GOD!

                                        

Sneak peak into my life

Peak ka boo :)

Hello loves!! :) Has life been good to you? Life has been abundantly nice to me :D First and foremost, dearly sorry for my LONG absence. My blog looks dead when I check it out just now so having a though about reviving it for this whole week plus last 2 weeks absence. There is so much to tell, where should i begin?

During the Chinese New Year, I went back to my grandmothers house. My aunts and uncles from London and Singapore flew back mainly for that. Its the first time my mothers whole family gathered together. Delightful much :) Brought my dog, Pepper along. Grandma suggested that she would take care of It instead of leaving in the cruel hands of my father. ha ha. My dad drag Its operation as his eyes is infected for 1 YEAR!! can you imagine what the dog when through? sufferings in his eye sight. Poor fellow. Saying that his is a pet lover. heh * shakes head* :P

Another purpose of us gathering all together is to celebrate my grandma's sweet 72th birthday!! :) Yes, she's still sweet at this age. I nickname her "HOT MAMA" in the house !! :p She knows we are celebrating her birthday but what she doesn't know is my mom and her sisters called her brothers from KL, Teluk Intan. They are full of mischief. It adds on the fun. On that day, grandma ALMOST cried or I could say she was holding back tears when she saw them. Never seen her that happy. That smile I will never forget and it was on her face the entire day. She was indeed surprise and overjoy! Later on, we went to a studio to have our family portrait taken and frame up on the wall. COLOUR CODE: BLUE! Took quite a number of shots. :) I love my family.

Spending time with my aunts is the best moments when I'm there. They always have something plan out everyday. My little cousie has indeed grown into a mature young lady :) Adult talk with her. ha ha. I can't basically write everything down, it will be a literally LONG list. Conclusion is: I have a tremendous time there and I thank God for blessing me with such wonderful souls that impact my life inside out :) Going back to school was the last thing on every one's mind. Why can't New Year be longer than usual? Reality, we got to face it.

Homework's started piling up and the assignments just never seems to subside. Tuition and activities just adds on my stress list. Attended Bible Knowledge class last Tuesday, It was refreshing and I'm always honoured to learn more about God's word. Draws my walk with God closer and much deeper :) Its great to have a Father like Him. There is none like You. You are my Father, provider and deliverer :) and as long as I live I will praise your name and let the whole world know about You :)

I cut everything short or it'll look like I'm complaining or babbling about something. Anyways I think I'll stop here and I will update blog when time permits again :) So have a lovely week and God bless :)

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

XOXo Eliza